Dazed and Confused

ERM

Tue, 05 Feb 2008 10:53:15 GMT

HIATUS: Im not alive now

Snow Tubbin'

Mon, 28 Jan 2008 10:07:35 GMT

Okay yeah!!! So after midterms me and a friend went crazy and watched the Lion King XD, Don't make fun of our innocent movie-ness!
Then I went and spent friday with my Madre, we went to watch a movie and eat out at friendly's. Oh then on Saturday madre invited Liv-chan to snow tubbin...........and that was so fun!!!! XD My butt hurt from all the bumps in the snow but it was worth it, you should have seen us screaming for our lives, yumm snow. Then I sleep over her house and we stayed up till 5 in the morning talking lol, Im happy becuase I missed her. She's a booglet ^^

Music Again

Thu, 24 Jan 2008 15:50:50 GMT

I Love this song from Stone Temple Pilots: Creep http://youtube.com/watch?v=xdyPooHQwQ8

Sun, 20 Jan 2008 07:38:32 GMT

I just have to admit that im Idecisive, becuase I can't keep a layout for more than 5seconds..*sigh* atleast this one isn't naruto related, I needed a break from naruto and I needed some J-rock...lol (bad excuse I know) DEAL WITH IT!!! Oh and....PEACE OUT!!

sorry...I guess

Sat, 19 Jan 2008 00:24:58 GMT

I apologize for the sudden change in layout, only being a week or so. Once I get out of my naruto-depression I'll change it back to crazy deidara layout.(Naruto Character) The theme is still naruto....maybe depressed naruto, and the title is an instrumental theme of the anime. Im sorry for talking so much about the N-word but I have no one to obsess with, so I can't help it if my N-fandom annoys ppl. My Icons from a long time ago are turning up again. I love his eyes in that one, so sad....stupid sasuke and his in sensitive nature.

well thats it...for now...don't hate me

Dedicated to Emerald-San

Mon, 14 Jan 2008 21:17:10 GMT

Incubus- Dig

We all have a weakness
Some of ours are easy to identify.
Look me in the eye
And ask for forgiveness,
We make a pact to never speak that word again.
Yes you are my friend.

We all have something that digs at us.
At least we dig each other.
So when weakness turns my ego up,
I know you count on the me from yesterday.

If I turn into another
Dig me up from under what is covering the better part of me.
Sing this song.
Remind me that we’ll always have each other,
When everything else is gone.

We all have a sickness

That cleverly attaches and, multiplies
No matter how we try.
We all have someone that digs at us
At least we dig each other.
So when sickness turns my ego up,
I know you’ll act as the clever medicine.

If I turn into another
Dig me up from under what is covering the better part of me.
Sing this song (sing this song).
Remind me that we'll always have each other,
When everything else is gone.
oohhhh each other, when everything else is gone.

If I turn into another,
dig me up from under what is covering the better part of me.
Sing this song (sing this song).
Remind me that we'll always have each other,
When everything else is gone.
oohhhh each other (sing this song) when everything else is gone.
Oh each other, when everything else is gone.

.........by the way

Mon, 14 Jan 2008 20:13:04 GMT

Uh yeah I forgot to mention this in the update, The layout is Naruto Shippuden, and all of my userpics are naruto related becuase Im getiing back into naruto, ^^' I started watching it again, after I abandoned it for deathnote...sorry im crazy with the userpics, oh and I de-graded from plus account to basic so the advertisements dont get on my page lol

PS: if you see all my 3 recent entries you'll see im listening to the same song...So much love.

Updates Make Children Scream

Mon, 14 Jan 2008 20:04:21 GMT

No school for me:
I had another appointment @ the hospital, had to give 4tubes worth of blood.(Crazy huh?) Anyways it didnt hurt as much as I thought it would. My mom got lazy again and left me home to clean.{again this happens all the time} But atleast I got to be a couch potato. Ps: This should be no surpirse to those who know me, becuase I always miss atleast one day of school in a week. Sucks for me, cuzz I miss alot of work. But I dont care, im just cruising through the year. I know ill pass, with a C-average but I dont give a rat's spagetti becuase life is pointless. and so is fn school and everyone who thinks that they can achieve sucess with an arogant look upon the un-perfect world.
Suzan's Sweet 16:
A great party full of crazy boo-zoos. ^^ I had a blast, everyone was as random as they can be. I made alot of new friends, hopefully when I come back to school I can find Callie and say whats up. I over dressed as usual, everyone else was in jeans and stuff. Me I was in a skirt. lol
Shopping made stupid:
Me and mom......paycheck...get the picture now? XD We went to get crap...well I got some clothes, a new hoodie and some much wanted pajama pants...oooo earings too. ^^ I still need to get some stuff but im not a shopping addict, in fact I hate shopping for clothes...unless I NOW I WANT IT BEFORE I GET THERE lol
Music Nostalgia:
Okay I love 90's rock, the best fn years of creative music....no offense but music today is pretty weak(with some exceptions from the bands that Emerald lurvs ^^) But yeah it really sucks, but 90's ^^ Oh garsh...its beautiful:Grunge, and indie,alternative all in one! I love it. My previous entry had my fave 90's song, well my fave every song of all time. Blurry-Puddle of Mudd the lyrics are so deep, and I just tottally cry when I hear it.
"You can be my some one......." So beautiful...and well..no words. I will post more songs but I don't want to overload you with music.
But Emerald-sama You must listen to this song, and read the lyrics becuase well, its amazing and im going to ask you to qoute it...lol I don't know if youve ever heard it before but unless you read the lyrics it won't impact you as much.
Well thats enough of the update.

My Fave Song of All time

Mon, 14 Jan 2008 18:36:16 GMT

Blurry lyrics by: Puddle of Mudd
( I finnally found it- Listen to it)
Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it my face

Everyone is changing
there's noone left that's real
to make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i will save you
from all of the unclean
I wonder what you're doing
I wonder where you are
There's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

[Chorus]

Nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
told you when to runaway
nobody told you where to hide
nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
showed you when to runaway

[Chorus]

This pain you gave to me

You take it all
You take it all away...
This pain you gave to me
You take it all away
This pain you gave to me
Take it all away
This pain you gave to me
Dedications:
Jacob to Bella(Bell left him T_T)
Naruto to Sasuke(sasuke left him T_T)
Me to Father(Daddy left me T_T)

Willow to Rose [sample]

Wed, 09 Jan 2008 11:31:26 GMT

"Tears fall every time I hear your sweet voice. Where have you gone, my sweet prince? It is cold death now, with out your warmth and your smile. Have you left me here to die by the willow? Have I been here all my life? Are you a dream? or am I your troubled nightmare? Speak to me my sweet, it hurts to breath. At my whim, I will disconect from this willow and become your rose."-Jen

Part of my new story.

Sat, 05 Jan 2008 21:03:07 GMT

Goodnight, sleep tight
No more tears
In the morning I'll be here
And when we say goodnight,
Dry your eyes
Because we said goodnight,
And not goodbye
We said goodnight
And not goodbye

I totally love these words sewn together, Eva-sense is good at this.

Field Of Innocence lyrics(The first eva song I listend to)
"I still remember the world
From the eyes of a child
Slowly those feelings
Were clouded by what I know now

Where has my heart gone
An uneven trade for the real world
Oh I... I want to go back to
Believing in everything and knowing nothing at all"

Missing lyrics(one of my fave song, its so true to me)
"Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?"

And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...

Solitude (yes so true)
"How many times have I done this to myself
How long will it take before I see
When will this hole in my heart be mended
Who now is left alone but me"
"Everyone leaves me stranded
Forgotten, abandoned, left behind
I can't stay here another night"